As it was for me … my path has opened up and been revealed with my need to alleviate certain health challenges. When I was told about 10 years ago by a medical doctor that I would be taking high blood pressure pills for the rest of my life, that’s when my alarm went off. Up until that point, I blindly accepted what doctors had to say and took what they told me to take, because I thought they knew best. And now, where it pertains to my body, I AM the most knowledgeable person! And my intention with sharing this, is that you are empowered to know what is best for you! Whether it is a natural holistic approach or with an allopathic specialist for your particular issue. Only you know your truths and I wish for you to follow your knowing. There’s no rule for any of this … it’s just following what feels light … if it feels heavy, as in creates stress when you do it or think about it … if it feels icky … if it feels rushed like you have to decide now and you can’t … that would be my interpretation of heavy. Follow what feels right for you … if it is easy … stay in that flow … you will always know what is right for you. And it might be against what everyone else thinks you “should” be doing. It’s ok. You can always change your mind. It’s all good.
And as it is with all such stories … the more it is retold … the more it continues to solidify “that”. So no more stories … just guidance …
I was guided to work with a knowledgeable homeopathic practitioner as I began to let go of what others thought best for me. To this day, I still have a homeopathic first aid kit and use it regularly to treat ailments in the humans in my family, as well as the dogs, cat, and horses. While on this journey, I was fortunate to sample many healing modalities. It was a lovely time of getting massages, acupuncture, structural body integration, chiropractic, Bowen works, Reiki, to name a few. Each new experience led me to be more in tune with my body, getting to know how it “spoke” and what it asked for. I became a Level II Reiki practitioner and thought I was “finished”.
Then my entire world as I knew it changed when someone I did not personally know reached out to me with messages for me … they were things about me … and my family at first … things she could not have known. Then the information became more penetrating … it took some effort to not freak out … well I did freak out! The information then became more about what I was to accomplish … this woman I did not personally know … and with another woman I had met online in a women’s community we were drawn together as a trinity for the purpose of working with Archangel Michael. That was in 2011. I remember being in “night school” for over a year … Where Michael brought us to learn from the angels, other Archangels and then other worldly beings beyond that. I just remember being unrested when I woke … remembering only snippets of being together in dream time and what transpired as we would figure stuff out. One of us was proficient in receiving the messages from Michael via muscle testing. Word by word, she would receive the messages he wished us to know and be. I won’t say I always agreed with the path or the mission as it was presented to us … we as humans do have free will, ya know ;-) … unless you’re arguing with an Archangel! Especially Michael! So I was the one who resisted! We argued on a few topics … where I challenged him that “this is not how it could be!” … “I wish to be lighter in body and have the free will to choose to follow nutrition programs that would help me to release the weight!” … well … ya just don’t argue with an Archangel … I shed many tears with my struggles against the flow … sometimes just wondering if I had gone crazy! … and in the end Archangel Michael proved to be supportive and loving while still being firm in his mission and our part in it. And so when he said I was now a crystal healer, go out and be that … well … can ya say STAGEFRIGHT! BE-ing THAT which I had feared most of all … becoming Visible! OMGOODNESS! And with each step out into the open … the three in this trinity … each exploring our newly given gifts … little by little, gaining momentum as validation buoyed us … baby steps … it’s all about baby steps … and trust! So let go of all perceptions of “how I think it should be” … or “how I see it” … let go … what’s there to lose … besides fear … you’ll get over that quickly! Trust me! Trust this left brained, analytical Capricorn! ♥