I'm certain you are.  Feeling.  You'd think it would be easier if you knew that we are in the midst of a major shift ... and speaking of the energies we're experiencing ... they are kicking our collective bums!

If you feel like crap ... you are not alone ...

I’m not going to label the feelings and emotions with illness names … I’m going to dive right in.

If you feel ... like crap, wrung out, tearful, anxious, unable to sleep, feeling increased pain in your body, hysteria, frustration, anger, resentment, defeat ... insert anything you are feeling that I may have missed ... continue to have faith that all is in divine order.

We are being squeezed through the birthing canal of something we have never ever experienced before.

Don't give up now ... we are soooo close!  I know, I know ... it feels so hopeless ... so frustrating ... gut wrenching sobs surfacing to be released ... just observe it ... let it surface ... just don't give up now!  We've come so far ...Take the time you need ... find a favorite space to be alone ... be with children ... empty your heart out to your pet ... if you're supporting others ... sometimes it seems you are so powerless to help them ... being with them is enough ... just be what you are guided to ... there is no book or course to show us how to navigate these waters ... Yes even for energy healers and light workers ... we have no teacher's manual for this ... we are winging it just like you are ... just keeping our heads above the water that could at any minute push us over the edge to give up.

Each one of us is different … some have been aware of their journey since birth and been on this path all their lives …

As it was for me … my path has opened up and been revealed with my need to alleviate certain health challenges.  When I was told about 10 years ago by a medical doctor that I would be taking high blood pressure pills for the rest of my life, that’s when my alarm went off.  Up until that point, I blindly accepted what doctors had to say and took what they told me to take, because I thought they knew best.  And now, where it pertains to my body, I AM the most knowledgeable person!  And my intention with sharing this, is that you are empowered to know what is best for you!  Whether it is a natural holistic approach or with an allopathic specialist for your particular issue.  Only you know your truths and I wish for you to follow your knowing.  There’s no rule for any of this … it’s just following what feels light … if it feels heavy, as in creates stress when you do it or think about it … if it feels icky … if it feels rushed like you have to decide now and you can’t … that would be my interpretation of heavy.  Follow what feels right for you … if it is easy … stay in that flow … you will always know what is right for you.  And it might be against what everyone else thinks you “should” be doing.  It’s ok.  You can always change your mind.  It’s all good.

I no longer share my story … for that is what it is … it’s only a story … and it lies in the past … I am no longer that person who started out on this path just a short decade ago … I might say I’m 180 degrees a different person … but because I’ve expanded beyond that even … I would say I continue to loop around in a swirl design as I continue to strengthen who I am …

And as it is with all such stories … the more it is retold … the more it continues to solidify “that”.  So no more stories … just guidance …

I was guided to work with a knowledgeable homeopathic practitioner as I began to let go of what others thought best for me.  To this day, I still have a homeopathic first aid kit and use it regularly to treat ailments in the humans in my family, as well as the dogs, cat, and horses.  While on this journey, I was fortunate to sample many healing modalities.  It was a lovely time of getting massages, acupuncture, structural body integration, chiropractic, Bowen works, Reiki, to name a few.  Each new experience led me to be more in tune with my body, getting to know how it “spoke” and what it asked for.  I became a Level II Reiki practitioner and thought I was “finished”.

Then my entire world as I knew it changed when someone I did not personally know reached out to me with messages for me … they were things about me … and my family at first … things she could not have known.  Then the information became more penetrating … it took some effort to not freak out … well I did freak out!  The information then became more about what I was to accomplish … this woman I did not personally know … and with another woman I had met online in a women’s community we were drawn together as a trinity for the purpose of working with Archangel Michael.  That was in 2011.  I remember being in “night school” for over a year … Where Michael brought us to learn from the angels, other Archangels and then other worldly beings beyond that.  I just remember being unrested when I woke … remembering only snippets of being together in dream time and what transpired as we would figure stuff out.  One of us was proficient in receiving the messages from Michael via muscle testing.  Word by word, she would receive the messages he wished us to know and be.  I won’t say I always agreed with the path or the mission as it was presented to us … we as humans do have free will, ya know ;-) … unless you’re arguing with an Archangel!  Especially Michael!  So I was the one who resisted!  We argued on a few topics … where I challenged him that “this is not how it could be!” … “I wish to be lighter in body and have the free will to choose to follow nutrition programs that would help me to release the weight!”  … well … ya just don’t argue with an Archangel … I shed many tears with my struggles against the flow … sometimes just wondering if I had gone crazy! … and in the end Archangel Michael proved to be supportive and loving while still being firm in his mission and our part in it.  And so when he said I was now a crystal healer, go out and be that … well … can ya say STAGEFRIGHT!  BE-ing THAT which I had feared most of all … becoming Visible!  OMGOODNESS!  And with each step out into the open … the three in this trinity … each exploring our newly given gifts … little by little, gaining momentum as validation buoyed us … baby steps … it’s all about baby steps … and trust!  So let go of all perceptions of “how I think it should be” … or “how I see it” … let go … what’s there to lose … besides fear … you’ll get over that quickly!  Trust me!  Trust this left brained, analytical Capricorn!  ♥

Now that we’re learning to let things go … releasing those things from our lives that no longer serve … it might look like material belongings that you feel obligated to keep, or emotions that are holding you back in fear … or even people who are sucking the life right out of you …

Or … all of the above.  It’s all OK … it doesn’t need to stay that way … we are learning as we go … none of us is perfect at this …

We’ve already discussed releasing “stuff” … so … what IS next????

What IF you could change the thoughts, feelings and emotions that keep you doing the same ol’, same ol’ … over and over again?

There are 32 points around the head, when lightly touched, effortlessly and easily release anything that doesn’t allow you to receive.  These points link to many aspects in your life … aging, awareness, body, communication, control, creativity, gratitude, healing, joy, kindness, money, peace, sadness, sexuality, space, & time.

What if you could experience a relaxing body process that releases thousands of limitations?  Just imagine … how might my life be, if I could flip my thoughts and feelings about ((insert topic))?

“Letting go is receiving” …

**whispering** … “Could it truly be that easy?”   **Nodding!!!**  :-)

So … what is it you want more of in your life?  Love … balance and wellbeing … peace in your mind that leads to Happy Happy Joy Joy?  Yeahhhhhh …

Are ya ready to experience something so profound that even I cannot tell you how, but knowing it WILL shift you?

I AM ready!  How ’bout you?

Am reading a new post from a trusted source that I follow ... and I'm soooo totally in love with how our world is unfolding, refolding, kinda like origami ... we're all in the midst of change, more so than ever experienced before ... and yes there are many aspects of it ... but but but ... focusing on the positives that are revealed in each moment is what reminds us to keep going ... it does get better ... just keep asking "how does it get any better than this?" ... it ALWAYS does!

Here's a little snippit of the September 3rd message titled "Awareness into Alignment"

"A powerful energetic wave arrived early last evening. This new light produces the heart of Source sensation.  In this vast stillness, support for multidimensional alignment – beyond multidimensional awareness – is provided for this revelation gateway. Pure light frequencies attune our perception once again, and attempt to upgrade the physical vessel to accommodate alignment up to 12D.

What makes this light this wave unique?"